FOR THE RECORD

24 JUNE 2011. TODAY I RECIEVED MY ENGLISH RESULT, which i have send for remark since MAY.


THE MORE I WAIT THE MORE I WONDER AND I AM UNHAPPY WITH THIS PIECE OF SHIT.
In my TRIAL EXAM i got a C and basically TRIALS ARE HARDER! SO WHY THE **** I GET A (D)!!


AS THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING I WOKE UP I WAS BLAMED FOR NOT STUDYING.
HELLO!!! ENGLISH IS MY BEST SUBJECT!!! HOW THE **** THAT HAPPEN I READ EVERYTHING EVERY FUCKING NOVEL IS ENCODED TO MY &%&(*$&  BRAIN!!! UNTIL NOW FRAGMENTS OF THE STORY REMAINS!!


i was left wondering. what did i do wrong.


the fact when i see that paper...i feel my heart ripped apart with the brutality of the world.
everything i have worked for gone with a D...
i have been left to die in this world miserably.


And i bet nobody gives a Damn. I...am...a...nobody is that it... WHATS THE POINT. I STRUGGLE, I FOUGHT, I WENT THROUGH 5 YEARS OF BULLIES WHO TAKE PLEASURE FROM ME AS I HOLD BACK HOPING A BRIGHTER FUTURE AND IT COMES TO THIS.


...so be it...if that how it is...if thats the will of god or not...i shall except it...and i will never return any favors.
IF MY PARENTS THROW A LECTURE SO BE IT, MY TIME HAS ENDED. IF IM BLAMED GO AHEAD I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE, MY HEART WILL ACHE WITH THE INNOCENT SOUL CRYING...2010...THE YEAR OF SPM every day i have endured the lecture of my parents calling me to study, study , study!!! even when i sleep the voice echoed with no peace...(PRACTICALLY IM SCREAMING HERE) LIKE i said whats the point for my struggle, what am i fighting for.


NOW I HAVE ONLY ONE OPTION...TAKE AN EXTRA YEAR IN THE ONE ACADEMY AND HOPE THEY WILL ACCEPT MY RECORD...if this is a challenge and its my end then im going to make such an end thats worthy of being a great animator and artist!
  

Personal Log 002

The destruction of Japan was devastating...

I hope and pray for them...

crops can be re grown,

houses can be rebuilt,

lifes are the ones that need rescuing.

As radiation leaks out i hope it stabilized, the world is ready to answer Japans call

and we will continue to support it!

i cant do much,but i can only donate some money.

I have nothing more to say...and hope the people of Japan the best of luck.

Personal Log 001

Chinese New Year has ended.

just like a season's of time,

And it seems i have been freed from torments of my past,

things are going lovely as expected and i wish more to bring life in the empty hearts.

i have collage now, and hope to enter major course at this March 10.

i have found peace.

and i just finish Radiata Stories, Non-human side lolz, i still have to finish the human side also ><.

and i have finish persona 3 the ending was epic and i love it so much.

lolz i didnt update since 2 weeks ago due to ps2 games.

and now i can lay low for awhile.

i hope to meet everyone soon, my friends the ones i could trust.

in future.

Happy Chinese New Year

New Year is around the corner and i have decided to move on

with my life, during the past i have struggled and have been through heart ach.

People i can trust and people i cannot trust,

many things made me miserable and being leftout.

2011,the day of changes have arrived and i hope to get a (360o) turn.

To the people who has been always their for me!

Chee Weng

Jasmin

Ariel

Wai Hong

Kenzo

Wei Kang

Nicholas Low

Julian Khoo

Angeline

Things have been going well, the past is the past

and we move on to the future.

Life's A Climb but the View is Great =D

keep an eye out of the horizon for we our roads

shall cross again =D

Friends were around at my time, i was blind to see it,

but there were time i was right as well, enemys were there.

&

It kept me alive to be suspicious on my surroundings,

and im grateful for that.

from a reckoning to hate and for that i found acceptance and betrayal.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

MAY YOUR YEARS BE LOVELY

AS A LOTUS FLOWER

AND MANY RED PACKETS =D