24 JUNE 2011. TODAY I RECIEVED MY ENGLISH RESULT, which i have send for remark since MAY.
THE MORE I WAIT THE MORE I WONDER AND I AM UNHAPPY WITH THIS PIECE OF SHIT.
In my TRIAL EXAM i got a C and basically TRIALS ARE HARDER! SO WHY THE **** I GET A (D)!!
AS THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING I WOKE UP I WAS BLAMED FOR NOT STUDYING.
HELLO!!! ENGLISH IS MY BEST SUBJECT!!! HOW THE **** THAT HAPPEN I READ EVERYTHING EVERY FUCKING NOVEL IS ENCODED TO MY &%&(*$& BRAIN!!! UNTIL NOW FRAGMENTS OF THE STORY REMAINS!!
i was left wondering. what did i do wrong.
the fact when i see that paper...i feel my heart ripped apart with the brutality of the world.
everything i have worked for gone with a D...
i have been left to die in this world miserably.
And i bet nobody gives a Damn. I...am...a...nobody is that it... WHATS THE POINT. I STRUGGLE, I FOUGHT, I WENT THROUGH 5 YEARS OF BULLIES WHO TAKE PLEASURE FROM ME AS I HOLD BACK HOPING A BRIGHTER FUTURE AND IT COMES TO THIS.
...so be it...if that how it is...if thats the will of god or not...i shall except it...and i will never return any favors.
IF MY PARENTS THROW A LECTURE SO BE IT, MY TIME HAS ENDED. IF IM BLAMED GO AHEAD I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE, MY HEART WILL ACHE WITH THE INNOCENT SOUL CRYING...2010...THE YEAR OF SPM every day i have endured the lecture of my parents calling me to study, study , study!!! even when i sleep the voice echoed with no peace...(PRACTICALLY IM SCREAMING HERE) LIKE i said whats the point for my struggle, what am i fighting for.
NOW I HAVE ONLY ONE OPTION...TAKE AN EXTRA YEAR IN THE ONE ACADEMY AND HOPE THEY WILL ACCEPT MY RECORD...if this is a challenge and its my end then im going to make such an end thats worthy of being a great animator and artist!
